My ShaDow

Is Love? or a LIKE?
just feel together is nice~ feel Love maybe LIKE..
Tats all?
but feel something weirdly… @ harly..
Hardly wat?
i know D real.. D True.. so I get d Point!
Wat point u feel tat!?
Just d thing is dReam..
Dream?
ya, Dreaming… unbelievable! tat is empty..
where d place of Empty??
Heart? or Brain? i don’t know 2.. just far frm me!
How far away frm u?
tat is reali far!! Regardless in REAL or IMAGINE…
So wat u thinking?
thinking for blank.. thinking for nothing..
Y, y think about tat?
I dont know, maybe i get d answers frm now!
wat answer?
d answer may come out frm some1..
Some1?? U mean who?
just a ppl who r secretly…
would u persevere?
Can i?
How i can answer?
but some1 can answer it…
when u can know for it??
D time will coming by someday…

Right Brain is CREATIVELY
Left Brain is LOGICALITY

Im really happy tat hav a lot of frenz who r celebrate wt me~ tat is true! really!! ^^
some of them also gv me a surprise loh~ gv me a shock loh! let me 傻眼 suddenly~
Some of u also let me more PAi SEh loh~ wakao.. dont like tat leh! im really a shy guyz~ haha..

5/10 Terbau City

Thank u yah~ my secondary school’s frenz celebrate wt me~ ^^
tat is Xiao Bai, Weol Ling, Cat, Yan Ping~ really thx yah!
but..im so soli tat i forget to take a photo wt u guyz~ haiz..
dont blame me yah guyz ^^

8/10 Hostel

When I back to d hostel, i feel tat my housemate will celebrate wt me, but.. when i come up, only see my other housemate sitting over there, im confuse tat time, i think tat they will try to prepare the celebration, but not~ so i hav a litter big sad..
but the surprise is coming at d 11:50pm, my frenz suddenly come up from d stairs! haha.. i really dont know wat happens~ u know tat i get shock! haha.. im really surprise tat all of them hav to celebrate my birhthday~ really!! watever i bcome d cream ppl~ haha..

3/9/2007, our Shou Xin Gong’s birthday!! hehe… he equip a special Mask @ Helmet!! LoL.. & need to use his trumpet to blow the candle!! ^^

After tat, we take a photo wt him @ "RAPE" him!! LoL.. tat is quite funny!! coz we need hold the position when take the photo!! LoL…

Finally, Our Hostel member’s photo!! hehe..
omg… archaic pose!!
Nei, Qiu Luan, Shian, Nanako, Tony

After tat, we hav play a games!! tat is really FUN!! i think i told u all play when i back JB!! Hia hia hia… I learn tat from my frenz, tat kind of games can let the ppl really fun & enjoy together!! BUT:
Nice game = Pain !! ^^

                                   Tis Is MY Hand !! Damn Pain lo!!
                                          

在这里我认识了很多朋友，也让感觉蛮开心的～
幸好有朋友总在身边陪伴着我，让我不会感到寂寞；无助．．
但是有时还是会被脑里的思绪冲昏了头．．
当看着身旁的朋友都渐渐有了爱的感觉时，不知怎么了，我顿时有了一点痛的感觉．．

最近看了一部戏《求婚大作战》，本以为是一部不怎么好看的戏！
但是不知为设么了，开始追起这部戏了！
可能是看着戏里面的男主角，让我感受到他那无比的后悔；和努力～
但是我却无法像他一样的努力，而懦弱的躲着。。
是我累了吗？还是我开始害怕。。害怕重蹈覆辙的事情发生。。

等待一个人是可以无限期；
但会不会在等待的途中；已经失去爱。。

我们的“第一次＂在６／４／２００７的时候，已经献给拉曼了～嘻嘻。。

当我们抵达现场时，还不觉得怎么样！再加上听朋友说，今天是星期五的关系，所以很多人都回家去了～大概也只有１００多人左右会来吧！这时我们都觉得，那么少人不会紧张的啦～观众开始进场了，我们这一群就一直向观众席头瞄，但是没看到什么观众，所以还不是那么紧张。。

在后台里，我们跳舞的人也一直在拍照！哈哈。。就是CRUSH和STRANGE！只是现在我只有跟STRANGE女拍的合照，男的合照。。我还没有拿到。。T.T　

当时间一分一秒的流失，开场也慢慢的逼近！我们的心情开始紧张了！当MC念到我们的队名时，我们的表演开始了！（很多人以为我们是走出来的，其实我们是被扛出来的啊！）站在舞台时，突然间呆住了！因为。。一百人哪有那么多啊！整个场地都被挤得满满的，有些人还因为位子不足的问题，站着看呀！紧张到。。

之前的排练，之前的要求。。都那么的辛苦！“你们”因该感受到吧？
在这次的表演里，虽然达不到我们的要求，但是我们都尽力了。。所以现在我们可以做的就是，为接下来的日子再努力；人生还有很多挫折在等着我们哦！^^

在之前的一年里，我都没什么好好的珍惜。。到了第二年的时候才想通。。我剩下的时间不多了，我不想以后会有什么遗憾。。所以，我会好好的规划我接下来的这一年！因为不久大家就得各分东西了，总得在分离之前，做点什么，对吧？所以呢。。

ENJOY Ur Life

4月1日愚人节，都是骗来骗去；玩来玩去！但是我却度过不一样的愚人节哦！嘻嘻。。
那天是我家里的“FamilyDay”！哈哈。。好奇怪+新鲜！因为我家很少会用这种聚会！我们很多亲戚都有来哦！哈哈~~都是那些很久没有见面的！

还有我们家里的三朵金花 ，

哈哈~~他们很久都没什么见面了！借此机会，让他们团聚团聚~
他们可是姐妹哦！嘻嘻。。左起4姨，2姨，3姨（我妈）！！

老年人拍照总是有点。。有点严肃！
但是。。为了赶上年轻人的步伐，
他们还是被我强逼着摆出和平的pose
嘿嘿。。

现在当然要介绍我们的年轻主角们了哦！！

这张照片是我们全部的年轻人一起合拍的哦！
我家好久没这么热闹了！

<<<<<开心勒！！

曾经有一个女孩，喜欢一个男孩。。女孩傻傻地把这份心意收藏起来，不让男孩知道。。女孩害怕被拒绝；害怕看到男孩后逃避自己的身影。。女孩不知道或许有天男孩也会傻傻地等待女孩的表白，男孩悄悄地给了女孩机会。。可惜女孩不知道这是男孩表白心意的暗号。。直到男孩收起了这份心意。。深沉的对女孩说：｛或许我们只能做好朋友｝女孩笑着对男孩说：｛或许吧！｝女孩流着泪问自己：｛是我不懂得珍惜，还是我们只能做朋友呢？｝时间，或许是让女孩忘记这份藏在心中，对男孩的心意的良药吧！女孩笑着对自己说：｛下次见面，一定要大声对他说：［［你是我最好的朋友］］

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男孩哀伤了一整天。。。就因为之前的一封讯息，让女孩不再寄任何讯息给那女孩。。。那时的男孩把心里话都说出了，害怕女孩等待男孩的讯息而误解。。。但单纯的想法让女孩以为男孩不再想联络她了。。。就因为这样，男孩跟女孩不再聊天了，不再像之前的三个月一样，那么开心。。那么自在。。男孩尝试好多方法联络女孩，女孩也不断的拒听来电和讯息。。。男孩好伤心。。。他觉得他不应该寄出那封讯息，让女孩不再理睬他。。。他一直都很哀伤。。。他也一直有暗示着对方，他也想让女孩慢慢的喜欢他。。。但是男孩却在等着途中，失去女孩的踪迹。。。这时男孩肯定的是，他已爱上女孩了。。

Wat is the IMPORTANT of that 2 days!? You know!?
Sum1 will say that is a normal days or working days..
But that days is happy for sumbody, Coz that 2 days r their Brithday! HEHE…
Haiz.. already bcome uncle & auntie, still want to celebrate!! Xixi…
NVM, watever u 2 become old, Dont worry that! We r still Like frenz, ok!? Trust me! Xixi…

Klah, dont say sumthing will let me die!!
At the afternoon, we r finished prepare & started to go! I think 7pm When we arrive there!
You know wat happen of us!? We r take out our money & pay the payment! But finally they say that we need pay more RM35 for BBQ! But we r use all the money in g,then we r not enough money..
Finally i use my treasure money that is OLD BANK NOTE of Malaysia (旧钞票)!! (T.T)

But that is not  disturd our feel! so happy to play the card games "DA PIAN ZHI" (大骗子)!! If any1 lose that game will select 2 choice to punish that is "ZHEN XIN HUA DA MAO XIAN" (真心话大冒险)!!
All of us hav lose that game & say many secret! HeHe.. BUT.. Im lose 1 time only! Xixi…

I get the New Life now!!
But another word can say that i join in the darkness from Sunshine!!
WHO PUT IN ?
WHO PUSH OUT ?
Stupid for the lifestyle before~~
Happy for the lifestyle before~~

Whenever I walk over the line, I will FEEL that why I can over it? It is very Clear from my brain, But why i always repeat it?

Angry myself, CAnt make TRUE decision.. Always indecision..

I know that, If I over the line, I will be hurt.. I think that is my stupid brain.. Should I over it? Haiz.. Confuse myself..

Some1 had told me that, If you dont over it, you cant life in the future! B’coz you will face it in your future life..

So that, I will try my best to forget sumthing, try to face sumthing i dont want to face, maybe i can live wt strong in the future! Kambateh to me